Surgery

So today is the day that I have surgery. I feel almost calm. I wish this was some surgery that would make me feel a little artificial. But no, it's something that went wrong. As I sit here writing I think about the things that I'm thankful for. I'm so grateful for my family, Mike, Jersey, and Phoenix. They are the biggest part of my life. They give me a reason to roll myself out of bed in the morning. My Mom and Dad. They are always there to listen to me. My friends, I didn't really know that I have so many people that care for me. Sometimes I get in the depressive mode that I have no friends. But I really do! So thanks for love, support and prayers. Things will be ok.